Missing you still

I miss you so much i cry myself to sleep
I miss you so much i get nightmares
I miss you so much i suffer from insomnia
I miss you so much my head is a mess


I dont feel like the Shiok Leng i was before.
Have i changed?

The time i need you the most is the time youre not around to push me back up
Yes, i am a very dependent person
I have never felt so alone
Never.




-Shiok